Title: It's time
Fandom:
Gazette Pairing: Uruha x Ruki ; Kai x Urua
Alerts: sad
Disclaimer: I heard ° _ ° b
It is dark, long time, but you still sitting on the windowsill in your rehearsal room. Your forehead leaning against the cold glass and the glass fogs up again and again your warm breath. You are alone here and it is quiet in the room, almost oppressive silence. The others are long gone, because the samples have been completed over an hour. But something in you is somehow reluctant to go home, go there. Your apartment is empty and cold when you get home, you know, because there is always the case. And you want this feeling will not feel again, because it makes you all too well how lonely you are. Lonely ... But you have but your friends, right? Yes, your friends. They are always there for you and actually you have no reason to feel lonely, and yet you do. He is the reason why.
He whose kanji you draw with a finger tip into the fogged glass. Ruki.
your best friend for so long. What you have not all been through together? There is no person to whom you are so trusting as to him. Between you, always, everything was perfect. Always been, right from your first encounter, your relationship was great, you were on the same wavelength. With no one as much as you laugh with him and nobody else would you confide everything, what moves you. And you know that he trusted you like no one else and it makes you happy beyond words. Yet all is not as perfect as it seems and that now for quite a while.
the beginning it made you not disturbed when he met with her. Actually they are a cute couple, and you admit you have to begrudge him his happiness after all. And she is really nice, that was not to be denied. Nevertheless, it shreds now almost every time the heart when you see the two together. How they laugh together and kiss, as he hugged her and hugged her. It feels as if some worry about you. You do not know how could it happen that this feeling of running up so suddenly. Previously, he was always your best friend and from one day to the other ... was something different. Because there was this jealousy that you feel now almost every day and this pain that seems no longer to let go your heart. You wanted to fall in love not in your best friend, but now it's happened.
Unfortunately, not all so discreet, as you would like to have, because you would not want anyone to know about your feelings and try everything to hide it. However, it can be concealed with difficulty, over the weeks as you are almost daily become sadder. You capsule-up from the other and hardly spend more time with them when they go out together in the evening or meet on weekends and of course they are missing not. Ruki asks you almost daily, what is wrong with you, but you block only now and think it was a phase and go over. But notice, of course you remember his anxious eyes and Reita and Aoi, that something is not right, you try to comfort her, even though they do not know what's going on. Kai And of course ...
at the thought of your eternal shining drummer you have to smile. Kai is a real sunshine and you know that it was he truly is concerned. He always has too many worries about everything, but that makes him lovable. If he takes up in his arms and pushes itself up and you softly whispered in his ear that everything will be all right.
And actually you know it's time to get over Ruki. Because of course you is also clear that he is not on men. But the principle is always easier than practice. You can not prevent your heart is pulling together painful when you see him with his girlfriend. You're jealous, but you can not park easily. But you were so fond of, because you do not grudge him his happiness. He's your friend ...
"Uruha ... Are you still here? "Pulls up suddenly a voice from your mind and you turn your head. Surprised you blink when you see Kai standing in the doorway. You had not heard that someone had got in.
"I just wanted to reflect something," you reply quietly and see how Kai sighed quietly moves his hand over his eyes and takes his wallet from the table, he has probably forgotten.
"It's late, hn? It is about time ... Come on, we drive to me. I've got a great DVD at home and we could order pizza, "he says, and then smiles at you cheerfully.
look at him for some moments you just dumb, and it would when suddenly, a switch by moving in you, than you makes a decision. Then nod du
"Go before, yes? I'll be right. "Hearing these words, he gives you yet an affirmative smile, then he goes.
It's time ...
His words are like an echo in your head and you breathe deeply. Yes, it was time. While you're at your feelings of today can park overnight, but you have to learn up on new involved.
It's time ...
wiped out with a flick you the kanji on the window away from you and stand on. With a faint smile on his lips you take your jacket and leaves the room, walk the long corridor.
You lock the door to the building behind you and go over to the dark parking lot to car docks. And then you feel as it begins to rain.
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